Hi,

I was thinking for the past few days about soul mission, point of life, incarnation and etc.

Started to wonder, why we cannot know things? Like, why we can’t know about our past life? If they say you have a mission here on earth, why we cannot know the mission? If whatever exists and is true, why we cannot know?

Who came up with a rule that we can’t know?

Wouldn’t be it easier to be sent on earth knowing what exactly you need to achieve? And anyway, how come we need to re-incarnate again and again? Why it cannot be one time?

Like, if per se something higher exists than us, God, angels, devil, whatever. Why we ALL can’t know? Why let’s say only some people have this knowledge. But why we can’t know?

It is weird isn’t it. We live on this earth looking for answers, but all the answers are created by humans themselves. So how do we know if it is actually true?

For me, I always say that I believe my own eyes and if I see or hear or experience something, it is true. But is it true then what people experience while having drugs? Is it true what schizophrenic people see and hear?

What if everything is true? What if, we can make everything true with our minds? What if everything that happens, happens because we imagined it or really wanted it?

What if intuition is not intuition, but simply us knowing the ‘true’?

I’m angry, because I would love to know. Everything! Seriously, I am tired of searching for a meaning or guessing what is our purpose. Just what if I wanna know everything and I don’t wanna look for it? I just wanna live, enjoy life. But then, I cannot because somebody made money 😀 and all the rules that exist now.

Why? Why we are listening what other people say? Is there even a true? Or everything is basically created by us?