Hello guys, how are you?

I am tense. Sooo many things are happening. Worldwide and in personal life.

I want to talk about the people in general. I am only 24 years old but I have already met so many different people and so many different personalities. I think once I tried put people into different groups but people in general are far more complicated beings.

You probably heard many times that our childhood makes the most influence on what kind of people we will be. That is absolute true. The most annoying part is that we are not responsible of ourselves at that time and only parents are in charge of us. So if you want to blame anybody the way you are, you can blame them.

Only later we get knowledge that our parents are same as us, they don’t know how to do stuff and they don’t know how to deal. Parents just learn during the process. It is not like they are better human-beings. They are not and they do loads of mistakes.

We can only fix ourselves when we go to adulthood and we start making choices, we see the life and then we understand how actually it is. If to be honest, when I was younger I believed there are far more good people than bad people and only now I realise it is not true. Nobody wants to help you, nobody cares, you basically just left by yourself to sort out things. I did not think that there is so much coldness in people and I do think it is bad. People should be united not opposite. So many narcissists that seeks other people attention and wants control others.

Like if you trying to be good then you meet people who start using you and then you lose yourself. I really do not understand why people try to put others down. What is the point? Like if you are a bad person or toxic, in the end everybody will know that and nobody will want to be with you.

Another thing that I noticed people struggle with is changing themselves. For some reason it is so difficult for people to change their behaviour but when it comes to your behaviour they are the first to notice. I literally working on myself all the time, fighting with my stupid things and I care. Others don’t even bother. It is easier not to care and not to put effort and stay selfish. But that is the point! The most difficult things to do are gonna have the most worth!

It makes me sad how people choose to hate instead of love and how people are focused only on themselves.

For the future parents – please teach your kids how to love, how to be kind, how to appreciate and how to care. Or simply don’t have kids if you are not ready to put effort in their personalities. It is parents responsibility to make sure they are growing a good human.