Hello,
took me a while to remember what I wanted to write about as my life got busy. Basically, don’t know how many of you know, but I couldn’t find any job since the middle of March. Finally, I started working from beginning of September. During new beginning loads of things happened (like crying at my workplace on 3rd day there :DDD) and getting used to routine which I didn’t have before.
At the same time I had so many new ideas to write about but it took me some minutes to remember. 😀
What I wanna talk about is the experiences most of us probably had at least once are deja vu and glitch in the matrix.
This happened to me sooooo many times that I lost the count. Sometimes I even think that I dreamt certain situation as it is too familiar. I won’t remember the ones that happened, although, maybe should keep the diary of it. Would be interesting to follow up. But I can tell you a few ones that literally happened recently.
First one happened at my work. Cannot go much into details, but let’s say, I was for some reason 100% sure that something is already in the system and I even remembered seeing it and reading about it although apparently it wasn’t. Don’t get me wrong I literally checked it few times. There wasn’t. Later on, my team leader asked me to add this up to date information to system and I was like – did I just saw the future???? Honestly, I got so confused.
Next thing that happened recently too was with my boyfriend. So, we were checking electrical suppliers as I was interested in electricity prices. I was 100% sure that my boyfriend in previous house used Octopus energy and he even showed me the app. I literally remember octopus logo. Note to make – I haven’t researched it myself as I never needed it. We checked his phone apps. He didn’t have. Apparently, the only one energy supplier he had was Bulb energy. Well, the app design colours are actually the same as octopus app, but I honestly thought I saw an octopus. Moreover, I have seen octopus energy just random places and I always was thinking that my boyfriend showed me it that is why I remember it. But no…
So, for you to get better understanding I will copy-paste explanations for deja vu and glitch in a matrix.
Deja vu – “a feeling of having already experienced the present situation”.
Another explanation for Deja vu is this – “The past lives theory speculates that déjà vu is memory leaking in from a past life. “From a spiritual perspective, déjà vu happens when we unconsciously find a person or place familiar due to a past life experience,” explains hypnotist Eli Bliliuos of NYC Hypnosis Center”.
Glitch in the matrix – “A phrase first coined in the 1999 film The Matrix—which posited the idea that humanity is living in a giant computer simulation—over the years a “glitch in the matrix” has become shorthand for an example of an unusual occurrence that cannot logically be explain“.
I mean these two meanings are kind of similar, could be counted as same. But I think Deja vu doesn’t support giant computer simulaton theory.
No matter what you gonna say – it is weird. Do we get a glimpse in the future? Or maybe the past? Are we in an actual computer simulation? Why this even happens?
Also recently I heard a theory that catched my interest. I think it is called quantum immortality and basically what it says that we never die, we just shift to another world, like parallel/alternate reality and etc. I will copy some explanation:
“This dimensional jumping occurs every time we make a fatal mistake. We didn’t swerve, we didn’t get to the hospital in time, etc. With each death, that timeline ceases to exist for us. The potential reality collapses and is closed off to us and we move to the next closest”.
This is a website that explains more about it:
Soooo basically, if we actually do not die, deja vu is just a normality and if we do not die we actually live in computer simulation. Which is both scary and comforting at the same time.
What do you think????? Let me know.
I think I always had deja vu even when I was a child, but they were not that often. I think I might actually died in one reality and since then this feeling and those weird experiences occurs much more often than I would like to.
I remember one massive deja vu that got stuck in my mind till this day. I was maybe in 6th or 7th grade. We were on a school trip but we were going with public bus as there was not many of us. Me and my friend sat down in back and next to me on my right side one seat away was sitting a man. He had black hair, his face looked really familiar. He seemed sad and he was holding red roses bouquet. Me and my friend were listening to music. Till this day I remember it was Bastille – Overjoyed remix. I got the feeling that 1. I know this man. 2. Places we were going through looked soo similar that I thought I already have been there (although I haven’t). I literally had this stupid thought :DD but don’t laugh. I thought he is coming to visit me. Just much more years later. Anyway, obviously it is not true. Maybe :DD but like he probably went on a date or maybe to birthday. Although, the hours he was going was like 8 am or something like that. Later, I was even thinking maybe he was my father (I never met my father, no idea who he is or how he looks like), but for some strange reason, I felt like this man is related to me. Till this day cannot forget this memory.
Nooow, bear with me. Why I think I died. I don’t want to get to much of the details. In 2019, 13th of September, but the night it happened it was already 14th of September I got myself in a really dangerous situation which I had 2 choices: save myself by jumping out of second house floor or stay and be mentally fucked up for forever. I chose to jump. That is the day that this quantum immortality might have occured as my jump on the ground was weird. I am pretty sure I knocked out. I am pretty sure I was unconscious. Suddenly, I got up and I got away from there as fast as I could. One fact, I did have alcohol in my blood (not a lot though (5 shots of vodka literally) + before that jump I was vommiting for at least 1 hour as my acid got up from drinking on empty stomach). But honestly, by the time I jumped I felt really sober. Another thing. When I got to that house, in the very beginning, I HAVE NO CLUE WHY, when I saw that window, it really had my attention. I was even thinking in my mind if I need to jump it is kind of the only window I could do that from. Do not ask me why I thought this, I literally didn’t think I will use this window at all. Another thing that seemed strange to me, when I jumped, I literally hold my phone in my hands. I don’t know how I landed but the phone was not smashed at all. It literally wasn’t even dirty. Like perfectly fine. Another thing, I didn’t break anything which seemed strange. But let’s say alcohol helped with that. (I had other consequences though) Last thing which was weird. I bruised my elbows. But I do not remember that I even touched the ground with my elbows and the position I remember I “woke up” I was sitting. So I was literally on my assbutt :DD my hands and elbows were not reaching the ground. The last thing, I was so lucky there were no stones or glasses underneath. Which again, some might find weird. Did I actually just died somewhere there and woke up in a new reality???? Who knows, but I can admit that after that I got much more intense deja vu’s and intense glimpses either to the future, either to the matrix.
ORRR I just had a big brain damage, but doctors did some tests on me and they said all is good. Although, I haven’t done MRI for that, maybe something would have been found but doctors didn’t think there is a reason to do one and if you didn’t know MRI makes your lifespan to end 5 years earlier as the procedure is not healthy to your body and I already had MRI scan once. OK ANTOHER GLITCH IN THE MATRIX, I am reading that apparently MRI does not shorten your lifespan (it actually says quite opposite). So, either my doctors were telling me wrong information, either I am not there were I was before…. What is happening honestly. :DDD
Then people wonder why there are so many “crazy” people. I think that majority of people are not crazy they might be just experiencing something that our science cannot explain yet.
Also, no matter what happens to me I always try to make sense of it. Like, make it logical. But sometimes logic just doesn’t work. But who are we to know what is actually a truth and what is actually not. Our brain is a mechanism that might have sooo many features that we don’t know about. I always said to people that I might not believe what other says as I wasn’t there and I always trust what happened to me as those experiences are the thing I can hold on and say – that happend. But in the end, there are still so many things we don’t know. How can we be sure that our experiences are real? Real in this world that we are in right now?
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