Hello,

so basically the other day I was reading a lot of things, so many bad things happening, few things about the war in Ukraine, but for the peace of mind I will include every single war that is happening around the world at the moment.

Next I read about rape happening in wars, then I read on Reddit that some people being okay with that, “it is human nature” they say.

Then I google why men are so aggressive, as it is obvious that males do majority of crimes. I read hell a lot of things.

I got enough. I deleted my Facebook, Instagram and Reddit. I don’t want to deal with society anymore. People are disgusting.

Today on my YouTube recommendations (as it is not enough already) Latin America’s deadliest place to be a woman video came up. I watched a bit of it, read comments, I just can’t believe. Every 35 hours there is a girl/women being killed/raped…. Wtf is wrong with people? Like can somebody explain why men hate women so much?????

Also, I read some articles, people are not born to be aggressive. Our one of the main instincts IS SYMPATHY. “As Darwin long ago surmised, sympathy is our strongest instinct.” Keltner’s team is looking into how the human capacity to care and cooperate is wired into particular regions of the brain and nervous system. One recent study found compelling evidence that many of us are genetically predisposed to be empathetic“. Three main instincts are: “Biology also shapes who we are and how we act. To that end, Enneagram experts have identified three key biological drives, or “instincts,” that influence our feelings and actions: self-preservation, sexual, and social“.

Reading this makes me question why we are acting exactly opposite? Why we hate each other so much? Why we kill and rape???

I don’t see any positivism here and I can tell you I tried. It is not the first time where I feel helpless, where I hate people and I don’t wanna be with people anymore… But I always fought with myself as I wanted to bring more light, I always wanted to show people that you still can find goodness, that there is so much beauty in here. But people again dissapoint me. Again. Unfortunately, I don’t have any energy to fight anymore. Especially, after being in UK and seeing how people are acting in here with more freedom I literally lost my hope.

People talk about love, but they don’t know how to love.

People talk about light, but what they do puts them in the darkness.

People want to be understood, but they don’t put the same effort.

People kill, hate, bully and etc.

The only thing that gives me good feeling is nature. Honestly, nature is just a peace.

BUT PEOPLE ARE KILLING NATURE TOO. :))))

People are focusing on the wrong things. People should start living with nature, be more down to earth, be unite, help each other and support each other. People should be equal with nature and love it.

LATER after having a break from social media (if to be honest I don’t have a wish to come back there) I let negative feelings go away. Moreover, I got some messages from angels/universe that I shouldn’t focus on negative thoughts, anger and etc. Finally, I was looking through my screenshots and I found this quote I think I might have already shared it but let’s remember it again:

“The Universe responds to your frequency. It doesn’t recognize your personal desires, wants or needs. It only understands the frequency in which you are vibrating it. For example, if you are vibrating the frequency of fear, guilt or shame, you are going to attract things of a similar vibration to support that frequency. If you are vibrating in the frequency of love, joy and abundance, you are going to attract things to support that frequency. It’s like tuning into a radio station. You have to be tuned into the radio station you want to listen just like you have to be tuned into the energy you want to manifest in your life“.

Although, there are so many bad things but let’s vibrate love, joy and abundance.