Hey,
„It’s been a long day without you, my friend
And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again
We’ve come a long way from where we began
Oh I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again”. – Avicii

Wow… It seems so long since I’ve posted something in here. But actually, I was sick. Bronchitis. Not so much fun. Antibiotics for 10 days…
Overall, I want to talk about half of year which have passed.
Life as always gives to us lessons and I had them too many.
So, from the series: what I figured out from January till now.

1. I’ve understood that if you don’t like your job or you feel upset and weak in there – just let it go. You will find a new and better job. Listen to your heart and trust in yourself that you deserve something much better. In my job, which was by my specialization, I became crazy. I wasn’t myself anymore. I was angry and tired all the time. I have to admit that I had psychological abuse at my work, I cried a lot and I thought – enough. There are plenty works around me so why I have to feel down? Also, I think it was the best decision this year.

2. Relationships are complicated. But what I understood that sometimes even open conversation can’t help. Sometimes when you love someone you have to let go that person. Also, I suggest to love everyone and everything. Look at the world with eyes filled of love. It doesn’t mean that you are naive. No. It means that you respect everything. Forgive for everyone who ever abused you or treated you poorly. Forgive, love and go on.

3. Desires. I know that we all want something. But what I realized that we need to stop expect things. Cause nothing happens the way we want. Don’t formulate thoughts – I hope to be like that or I hope to have something. Say – I’m an artist. I’m having great job and etc. Say what you want but do not hope for that. I can promise that it works.

4. Once again. Forgiveness. I know, that some people have done terrible things to you. But you must to let go it. Why? Because it makes you stop. It makes you doubt yourself and be afraid. Just forgive. While I was sick I thought about a lot people and everything they said to me. And those words were eating me from inside. But why I have to worry about other person needs and opinions? Okay, those words or actions hurt me. But life goes on. Everything moves on. So why I have to stop?

5. Control yourself. I noticed that we all love to control each other. We just want that others would act same as we say. Am I wrong? But we can not control other person minds. First of all, we need to learn control ourselves. We have to follow our actions. So, don’t let others to control – your emotions, your thoughts and your life.

6. Sometimes due to community and rest of the world we get lost. We lose ourselves as we don’t know what to do. That was my problem. I just didn’t know what to do. I have a bachelor degree. I finished my studies. I quit my job. I ended so many friendships and life just felt empty. If you feel the same just relax. Deep inside you know what you want. Universe will help you to find your path. Look at the sky. Enjoy nature. Talk with the stars. And you will know everything.

I think sometimes, when we are near to death we start to analyse our life and we start to see everything from other spectrum. That is why everyone who experiences death changes their lives. Cause they receive a message what they need to do in here. So I would say I experienced the same.

I would highly recommend to listen your intuition more. Believe in yourself and believe in your path. Just stay strong.

In this world we must to stay strong.