So, today I wanted to write about such a sensitive, serious and painful thing… I want to talk about decision when soul chooses to leave body too soon.

Most of us had I thought – enough. It is too much. At this time you don‘t want to talk, be happy and you don‘t want to breathe… How often you thought why these thoughts comes to your mind? You feel unhappy? You have been hurt or no one understands you? Or maybe you feel like you are the worst human on earth?

Happiness we make ourselves. To be happy is our main goal. But what makes us happy everyone knows by themselves. Maybe one is happy enough to have a family, other happiness comes from career or having a lot of friends. It doesn’t matter what makes you happy. Matters only one thing – you have to understand – you CAN be happy.

Feeling the pain – is the most popular thing why we want to leave this world. Pain is like an arrow in your heart. Even when you pull it off it still hurts. This pain is spiritual and ethical which can heal only when we want it to heal. If we don‘t let the wound to suppurate and gangrene, we can heal. Time do not cure the wounds, our patient and wish to cure them – does. After healing we move on.

The worst human on earth – label which I often assign to myself. Be honest, what could you possible do to think like that? Even killers have something good. We can’t pick up such a terrifying label and put to ourselves as you may don‘t notice how you can really become a bad person. We must love ourselves, we can make changes in ourselves. Like, we are not furniture which also you can change. So, love yourself! And if you think that you are loser, tell me, did someone gave you instruction how to behave? Did someone gave you a task to become the best of the world in your babyhood? Remember, we need to see different things and we need to experience everything ourselves. That is way we are where we are.

Even if I helped you a little bit – I‘m glad! But if you need to talk with somebody you can always write me! In section ask/klausk you can write me a personal message. I will definitely help you!