We all remember our past in some life stages. And sometimes we want to come back in some events and see everything from the other side. We want to feel emotion which we have felt. Sometimes we want to change our past. We regret what we did in some point.

I can tell, I don’t want to think about what I could have done… I don’t want to regret anymore. I’m happy for everything I have done. And I appreciate every moment. One thing I can’t do. I can’t get away a wish to see every moment one more time. Like watching super sensitive movie. I just wish to feel some things one more time cause I missed these feelings… Isn’t strange to miss feelings? Isn’t it strange to miss things which will never happen again?

Even if I don’t know how to feel one past emotion again I want to forget that. Because somehow I started to hide in past memories from difficulties I have now…. Hmm.. I think how to explain more precisely for you this… Maybe it would be a good example when you watch spectacular movie or your favorite TV series. You go so deep inside scenes that you forget everything around you and you even start to feel the same emotion which actor wants to represent. And you enjoy these emotions.. So, I like to remember past just because it feels good. Those vibes and memories makes me stronger. Of course, I have a lot of things I wish I could forget, but that is how you become what you need to become.

So, how to feel what I want to feel but in now? How to stop hide myself in the past memories?