Just wanted to write about this characteristic which a lot of people loses when they become adults, or whenever somebody hurts them or any other situations.

Things happens and we lose kindness, we lose comprehension, we become more egoistic and we don’t care about others. Unkindness is killing us, unkindness is what is killing humanity. I don’t understand how far enough we can go like this. How we started to like this kind of lifestyle… What is wrong with people?

Me… I can openly say that people screwed me up my whole life. Beginning from the closest people, ending by the people who even just saw me for a few seconds.

If to be honest I am tired of fighting with myself. Each time somebody acts up cruel I have to remind myself of kindness, I have to let go my anger or aggression. Because I can’t let myself hurt somebody as I know how it actually feels. It is difficult. I cry occasionally because I choose this over anger. Sometimes I stop and I think how more my soul can handle, how more I can cry because of others? When I will reach that bottom line which everybody reaches out and when I will decide that not to care is much better, that protect myself is much better….

But I don’t want that… I’m 23 years old and I want to be kind no matter what happens. I want to show that there is a different way we can approach cruelty..

I just don’t understand why people like to hurt each other, why we need wars, why we need to be better than somebody else, why we need to betray, kill or bully? Why we need be aggressive, why we need to fight because of food or other supplies? Why we need to fight because of our differences?

Why people who you love hurts you the most? Why we even hurt somebody we don’t love… Can somebody answer to me why it is better to choose violence? Why revenge is so important?

Why we can’t live in peace and why we always need some kind of ego? Everybody says that to live in peace, without any bad things is utopia or impossible.. BUT HAVE YOU TRIED THAT, TO SAY YOUR OPINION? Why we make arguments about things we don’t know… Why we assume there is always something bad in a story? Or more precisely, why we need bad things to have a decent life?

Why people are so attracted to fucked up things…

Why people choose ignorance too? Like, if it doesn’t affect me, I don’t care……….

It is better to be alone as there are less people who can hurt you. I understand why more people chooses that. But that isn’t solving the problem, problem of kindness… There are still random people who are waiting to make you suffer…. How we are still dealing with this and why we are quiet about this?

Another thing people are dealing with hard stuff and they are not talking… The more we talk what bad things are happening the more it is possible to fight it. The more people keep things quiet, the more evilness grows.

At this moment evil is blossoming.. Look around your environment, look around your country and around the world. Light people are shut down, people are afraid to fight for kindness as somebody can always hurt them.. Nowadays with power like social media you can psychologically kill basically anybody…

Kindness and forgiveness – we need to bring that back. We need people to start talk what is wrong in the world, we need start put down aggression and everything else that is unkind.

More love and less hate.

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